Well I am sitting here in a boring room like Fool’s Garden said in their song. I am sitting here in MY boring room & I am so damm’ alone.
I just realized that i am so lonely…
It seems to be that i scare people away…How I think so?
Well as soon as I trust people they leave me..
It has always been like that. ALWAYS….
How can I love people, how can I trust them, if i have to be affraid, that they’re going to leave?
Am i am cursed to be lonely for my whole live?
ATM i don’t see a point….
I am not going to end this sentence..
I don’t want anyone to think that i am crazy..(in a bad way..) there are to many people out there, who think like that about me..